"Silly I was..."

I was going through my stuff and sorting what to keep and to give away when I found my nclex notes. I recall how I passed it a year ago. I say it was one of my greatest fulfilments. I was not a very good nursing student though. I always struggle hard to pass return demonstrations and written examinations. As I browse my notes, I remember how silly I was to do self review. But I realized now that the feeling of foolishness pushed me to study more and more. I challenged myself. I compete with my inner voice that said “You are not a brilliant girl to be confident enough to trust yourself in studying.” That inner feeling brought pressure to me to prove to myself that I can. Yes, it was tough to bear I put all my notes in a box and decided to save it. This is my treasure. This will remind me that I can do things as long as I believe that I can. This will take me back to that same old silly feeling. This will give me strength if something will make me weak. Along the way I may fail. I know that. I am used to that. I won’t give up. I believe that everything comes in a right place and at a right time for everyone.